| Current mood: |  crying |
Fuck no.....
no no no no no no no no no no no no..........
...................
............
-screams and cries-
Fuck fuck fuck....
No...why did he have to go... I didn't know him that well...but I got so used to seeing our next door neighbor in his garage watching tv on warm days when we got home from work and mom beeping her horn and I would wave when we drove past to get into out drive way.... Other people would honk their horn while driving by too...
But no more...no more...
And no more of him mowing are large lawn for us...
I don't know why I'm crying so hard...I barely knew him...
I guess, at least, we got to do that one last time several days or weeks ago...
-cries all over again-
(we saw all the commotion tonight...the help vehicles...the wait...the wait...the wait to know what happened, if it was him or his mom... damn fucking alcohol...and heard he was only 45...)
I'll miss you Darrel...RIP...
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