"Braingames is now -sniff- over!"

1:41am: ...
It rained all day today too...

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In other news...Sent out what I could to Bangles and Bianca today, hope you guys get them soon. -clings-

2:04am: also....
just like with the other times...it rains...

It rained tonight...

A little sign I guess...

9:58pm: Fuck no.....
no no no no no no no no no no no no..........

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-screams and cries-

Fuck fuck fuck....

No...why did he have to go... I didn't know him that well...but I got so used to seeing our next door neighbor in his garage watching tv on warm days when we got home from work and mom beeping her horn and I would wave when we drove past to get into out drive way.... Other people would honk their horn while driving by too...

But no more...no more...

And no more of him mowing are large lawn for us...

I don't know why I'm crying so hard...I barely knew him...

I guess, at least, we got to do that one last time several days or weeks ago...

-cries all over again-



(we saw all the commotion tonight...the help vehicles...the wait...the wait...the wait to know what happened, if it was him or his mom... damn fucking alcohol...and heard he was only 45...)

I'll miss you Darrel...RIP...

12:02am: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Borrowed camera is awesome O.O

Now I can take pictures is this damn dark room!!!

( 'The picture Duke! The picture! )

Flash on camera is awesome...Woke up Rain when I tried it on her X D

Sucks on the time resizing...but oh well. Now I can get Surprise's picture!!

Will have to wait until tomorrow though...-pouts-

2:20am: woooo
My new default icon is sex....SEX!
-Invader Zim's voice in head while thinking those words-

Yes! I's insane! X D

9:51pm: Different note...

YES!!

I need to find my old tapes again...I miss them...

1:15am: -.-
Awesome...another one of those 'Need to bash my head in!!!!' feelings...

11:30pm: .....
This all I have



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Different note: I'm so lame it hurts...

7:56pm: Heee!
Patrick, my supervisor, almost sounds like Slinkman from Camp Lazlo. X D He just needs more of a nasely (gah can't spell -.-) sound to his voice to match X D

-random day-

11:44pm: Stayed home sick today
Felt weird this morning and even though I pissed my mom off again since I didn't start feeling that after I got up and into the bathroom...then I came out and asked if she would be mad if I called in sick. She was mad that she took the time to iron my crap and other things, but I called in and slept a lot longer...

Then I woke up and stayed up and tried to do some things I usually feel too tired to deal with after work.

Watched movies, which was the last part of 'The Court Jester'. After that was over, ended up watching "The Facts of Life" with Bob Hope and Lucille Ball.

Then found out why J.K. Rowling had Harry and the others fight a troll in the first book...HARRY POTTER JR. fought one in the 1986 movie "Troll" X D

Which was another movie I watched, but this one I have seen a few times, well maybe three times...but anyway, I remember being traumatized by this movie when I was younger, heh. Where I remembered the part that did so, where some ugly troll/imp monsters pulled apart a guy's leg. Which I missed that part when I had to deal with the dogs -.- And now I wish I taped it >< I wonder if I can find a tape or something of it...it's a stupid weird movie...

(and out of curiosity I looked it up and the IMDd has info on it and other people talk about it in the comments X D )

12:57am: sweet...
So my Birthday almost ended on a bad note >< Almost lost Chloe to the outside... Stupid mom and stupid dogs... and I almost hurt Polly in the process too -grumbles- She wouldn't back the fuck off as I tried to get Chloe from the side, between the house and the fence.

( The other details of my Birthday )

Oh yeah, almost had a chance to get a Wii, since the TRU was having some in on my B-day...but as I was told, my room is pretty messy to have played with the game system...so I decided not to get it.

But I wish I could have had my David/Saga kitty here... -pouts-

2:19am: ah ha
Well I slept through the earthquake o.O I can sleep through that...but wake up immediately when hearing Rain throwing up at the end of the bed? But then if I lived closer, I might have felt it more and woke up. Or I woke up but don't remember I did...

Wooooo....27 on Sunday...

I want drawings... D =

But anyway....I miss featherypony and damasu...


-wonders off to try to either go to bed or clean computer out-

2:27am: Oh yeah..
http://demonuncle.deviantart.com/art/MLP-Surprise-and-Danny-82605894

Yay Surprise and Danny goth like!

There was another Surprise I wanted to show, but it's marked 'Mature' on FA, requiring an account...and I'm tired and lazy right now to upload it somewhere else...

And now I'm off for bed...

"SHIN CHAN!"

Need a Surprise icon...

1:33am: gah -head desk-
I'm lame everywhere...

Anyway, lots of people to reply to -.- Where a part in my mind goes 'gah not today, lets try tomorrow...' where I stupidly listen to it and it becomes several days later >< -head desk again-

Thought I'd get to those things Saturday...my sister ended up coming over (WEEKS since she has done that, where she stayed for more than a few MINUTES) so stayed away from the computer and was with her and we got pizza and watched The Prestige. We meant to watch Hot Fuzz, but lame ONDEMAND took it off. But later we found it playing on Max, so we watched that too.

Sunday, slept until almost 3pm...where I laid around and found myself watching the marathon of Ben 10, where I fucking hated most of the 'facts' they had to show, where you think "DUH!" or "Like we needed to know this?!". Then during some of it, got into 'kind of' organizing and writing down what MLP Comics I have. Still need quite a few with sleeping Surprise on the cover...and a WHOLE LOT more of the others until I 'have them all'...

Anyway...I guess I better get to bed.

10:25pm: gah...
Well I ended up paying all on Mimic today, I guess she forgot I wanted to pay for half now and then half later...oh well, saved $2.

Anyway, I will be getting the UK dragons, now THAT is what I'll be paying on here and there and possibly the yellow dog. I might tell her that I just want the 5, since I already have the blue dragon, unless someone here really wants the blue dragon, heh.

Gah...I wish the Arena had more room for PM's...need to save and delete more of them...

And now I'm spending more than I should have this pay period >< My savings is hurting a little...went a little over board with a drawing someone did of Surprise...and ended up winning all the Unico items I bid on, since I thought I would end up getting outbid on some since I was at the meet (or was that when I was at work...), so I have to put that into my Paypal... Yeah...spending way too much...I need to stop D =

-remembers about some comic auctions and cries-

11:41pm: Woooo
So I caught Ashlyne in time to ride with her and Steve to the KY meet. Poor Steve, he was the only husband/bf there = D But he was great comic relief ^.^ He's awesome!

Anyway! Was going to have my sister take me, but it was good she didn't, there was nothing around Gypsy's house she could go to for how long we had stayed. She would have probably been bored out of her mind...

I got more 2 more Surprise's! No more Baby Surprise's though D = But I did get another BABY HONEYCOMB! And another Honeycomb ^.^ And I'll soon have a MIMIC! O.O Doing a payment thing with Ashlyne for her, but now I won't have to search for it anymore, and I'm tempted to see if she will let me pay on the UK dragons she has...they are so tempting T.T and the yellow 'Brandy' dog...

Wasn't able to take the pictures I would have liked too..since I don't know where the fuck the battery charger went >< and out of the two batteries we have, only one has half power left. Missed taking pictures of all the awesome decrepit, old, and demolished barns/houses/buildings I saw along the way...

Can't wait to see the pictures Firemuse took! We had army battle again = D

Her Majesty's are so organized into ranks...mine aren't, I guess Surprise is kamikaze in battle...

9:02pm: random movie
I watched another random movie!

Even though some parts were a bit stupid... 'The Sweetest Gift' was pretty good, surprised I stuck with it o.O

ION station is interesting sometimes...It used to be the PAX station.

The movie was WAY better than the 'Carlito's Way' I was forced to watch (the last bit of it) last Saturday night.

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Gah! I hate not having a damn light in here! Even with the gate up and my door open..the light in the other room doesn't reach well >< So need it so I can clean up my room and see if the battery charger for the camera was lost in here -.-

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I love salmon!

9:49pm: PHEW!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't even have to listen to the last set of juror group numbers tonight! Why?! THEY DIDN'T NEED ANYONE FOR TOMORROW!

SWEET!

I got away lucky this time!


Other news, my sister found her WORK keys! Someone borrowed them and didn't get back to work until after the weekend D =

Either my sister forgot that had happened or it was done without her really knowing...and think my sister's memory is fucked up >< She didn't recall me asking about going to a county below where my grandma lives to visit someone >< She needs to get her memory up to speed. Or I remember things too well O.o

Anyway...yeah.

6:42pm: Eeeeeeeee
I so love Alvin and the Chipmunks meet the Wolfman! So damn cute in that one... I wish I had room on my DVR to have taped it and watch it over and over again...

I guess I got to find the dvd...still need to get the Adventure movie too...

7:12pm: -cries-
-sniffles and cries a little more-

I wish I could get the person that drew Surprise with a DICK on FA, to draw one of 'her' with Danny, then I'd feel better with Surprise having a penis X D

9:40pm: phew
Crisis over! My mom did fucking move my paper! She moved it to her stupid book bag >< And now the time we took looking thru that damn fucking stinky trash was a stupid game -grumbles-

Anyway, I hope my sister finds her keys.

And I still can't stop worrying about him -.-

2:15pm: -.-
Going to start worrying if he doesn't email me soon...

1:44am: ....
So reading the MLP Arena before I get myself off the computer...now I'm starting to think I should look into going by bus there...well I guess if I could room with some others in a hotel room if I go by bus...

10:56pm: go
And so it starts... day 1... 10 more to go...


Tomorrow, since we are off work, I was going to go to this spa place with this girl at work (that sits next to my mom on the 4th floor and might get to be an ALJ in the lower level). But she tried to book spots too late, they were all booked on Friday, so that is going to have to wait until it gets warmer, since she wants to wait until it is warmer to get a pedicure. Was hoping to have my face washed, brows waxed and the like... Was going to have some of my hair cut too...but guess that will wait also.

The wound on my hand is a WHOLE lot better than when it looked like when it happened. There will hardly be a scar, I think.

I'm boring...

I addicted to getting all things that are the Purple Peep...I still need the big 'Squeeze' one D = Had to fill that void with the blue one...I is dork.

Been almost three months since I had a REAL shower... T.T

10:13pm: -sighs-
Wish I could have gone with him on his little vacation T.T One thing I hate about having this job...can't follow when I want to -head desk-

Hope he has fun...but I miss him terribly...and can't stop worrying T.T

Also, we've gone 'way overboard' demented and everything...crazy fucking pieces of shits we are... ♥

Anyway...I wanted to hurt him so much last night/early morning because he kept trying to get me to look at links to this 'shit bricks' manga, full of scary short stories...bastard... but I was able to look at a few today since it was LIGHT outside! My room is dark since the damn wiring is fucked up where I don't have a light anymore... But speaking of that...had to show this one that still scares me but makes me kind of laugh o.O

( DRR...DRR... )

Want The Thing to beat the images in the manga up for me D =